Thursday, May 30, 2013

Lift Heavy Things

Today I saw my goal for my future. I was working out with a woman at the gym today who is in amazing shape. There is no fat on this woman's body. Just fantastically fit. She has long blond hair, a nice tan and a warm smile. Her face reveals a few deep lines - the only indication she is not in her twenties. Today I asked how old she was and was just ecstatic to hear her say "I'm 50." I replied, "You,...are doing it right! Wow!" She's been married at least 25 years and looking forward to her oldest son's wedding in a couple weeks.

Today's workout was great. I achieved new PR's in my bench press and my clean. Something clicked with the clean. Prior to today, I had been relying solely on my arms. Before I went to the gym I studied videos teaching the clean. (There's a tip there). I visualized in my mind exactly how to get under the bar using the whole of my body. When I went to do my previous PR (93 lbs) I couldn't believe how effortlessly I was able to hoist the bar. I loaded another 10 lbs and did it again. So I loaded another 10. That didn't happen. But I was elated none the less.

I saw a great article today for the ladies out there (posted by another woman that goes to my gym): Three Reasons Why You're not losing Fat
A man can learn a lot from observing women in a book club for five minutes. I would know because my wife is part of a one, and every time I spend a little time with those ladies I come away much wiser and more convinced that men and women could not be much more different-unless you're talking about exercise.

You see, the exercise techniques that work best are universal to men and women. And yet most women wouldn't dare approach the gym like a guy. How do I know? Because the 10 women at my wife's book club told me so last night, and it's the same thing I've heard for the last 10 years in the fitness industry. The reality is that training "like a man" will actually make you leaner, sexier, and have your friends dying to know your secret. 


So forget gender differences for a moment. Here are three tips that are part of the foundation of my New York Times best-selling book, Man 2.0: Engineering the Alpha. They work well for men, but like most things in life, by following these simple rules, the end result will look even better on a woman. 

My gym's website today featured the essay written by Henry Rollins called "The Iron." I have read it before but it's one of those that should be read periodically especially by young men, especially by my son. He'll be going to the gym with me for the month of June while he's on break from football. Practices start again in July. He gets frustrated feeling small right now and from getting pummeled by massive linemen. He's 5'10 and only weighs 150 pounds. He's growing like crazy - up, but is struggling to get big. Once he's done growing tall he'll be a monster like so many of the men in our family on both sides. It'll come - his size will be there. What matters most in the interim is his heart. It is for him that I'm posting "The Iron" in its entirety I've highlighted a few of my favorite lines:
When I was young I had no sense of myself. All I was, was a product of all the fear and humiliation I suffered. Fear of my parents. The humiliation of teachers calling me "garbage can" and telling me I'd be mowing lawns for a living. And the very real terror of my fellow students. I was threatened and beaten up for the color of my skin and my size. I was skinny and clumsy, and when others would tease me I didn't run home crying, wondering why.

I knew all too well. I was there to be antagonized. In sports I was laughed at. A spaz. I was pretty good at boxing but only because the rage that filled my every waking moment made me wild and unpredictable. I fought with some strange fury. The other boys thought I was crazy.

I hated myself all the time.

As stupid at it seems now, I wanted to talk like them, dress like them, carry myself with the ease of knowing that I wasn't going to get pounded in the hallway between classes. Years passed and I learned to keep it all inside. I only talked to a few boys in my grade. Other losers. Some of them are to this day the greatest people I have ever known. Hang out with a guy who has had his head flushed down a toilet a few times, treat him with respect, and you'll find a faithful friend forever. But even with friends, school sucked. Teachers gave me hard time. I didn't think much of them either.

Then came Mr. Pepperman, my advisor. He was a powerfully built Vietnam veteran, and he was scary. No one ever talked out of turn in his class. Once one kid did and Mr. P. lifted him off the ground and pinned him to the blackboard. Mr. P. could see that I was in bad shape, and one Friday in October he asked me if I had ever worked out with weights. I told him no.

He told me that I was going to take some of the money that I had saved and buy a hundred-pound set of weights at Sears. As I left his office, I started to think of things I would say to him on Monday when he asked about the weights that I was not going to buy. Still, it made me feel special. My father never really got that close to caring. On Saturday I bought the weights, but I couldn't even drag them to my mom's car. An attendant laughed at me as he put them on a dolly.

Monday came and I was called into Mr. P.'s office after school. He said that he was going to show me how to work out. He was going to put me on a program and start hitting me in the solar plexus in the hallway when I wasn't looking. When I could take the punch we would know that we were getting somewhere. At no time was I to look at myself in the mirror or tell anyone at school what I was doing. In the gym he showed me ten basic exercises. I paid more attention than I ever did in any of my classes. I didn't want to blow it. I went home that night and started right in.

Weeks passed, and every once in a while Mr. P. would give me a shot and drop me in the hallway, sending my books flying. The other students didn't know what to think. More weeks passed, and I was steadily adding new weights to the bar. I could sense the power inside my body growing. I could feel it.

Right before Christmas break I was walking to class, and from out of nowhere Mr. Pepperman appeared and gave me a shot in the chest. I laughed and kept going. He said I could look at myself now. I got home and ran to the bathroom and pulled off my shirt. I saw a body, not just the shell that housed my stomach and my heart. My biceps bulged. My chest had definition. I felt strong. It was the first time I can remember having a sense of myself. I had done something and no one could ever take it away. You couldn't say s--t to me.

It took me years to fully appreciate the value of the lessons I have learned from the Iron. I used to think that it was my adversary, that I was trying to lift that which does not want to be lifted. I was wrong. When the Iron doesn't want to come off the mat, it's the kindest thing it can do for you. If it flew up and went through the ceiling, it wouldn't teach you anything. That's the way the Iron talks to you. It tells you that the material you work with is that which you will come to resemble. That which you work against will always work against you.

It wasn't until my late twenties that I learned that by working out I had given myself a great gift. I learned that nothing good comes without work and a certain amount of pain. When I finish a set that leaves me shaking, I know more about myself. When something gets bad, I know it can't be as bad as that workout.

I used to fight the pain, but recently this became clear to me: pain is not my enemy; it is my call to greatness. But when dealing with the Iron, one must be careful to interpret the pain correctly. Most injuries involving the Iron come from ego. I once spent a few weeks lifting weight that my body wasn't ready for and spent a few months not picking up anything heavier than a fork. Try to lift what you're not prepared to and the Iron will teach you a little lesson in restraint and self-control.

I have never met a truly strong person who didn't have self-respect. I think a lot of inwardly and outwardly directed contempt passes itself off as self-respect: the idea of raising yourself by stepping on someone's shoulders instead of doing it yourself. When I see guys working out for cosmetic reasons, I see vanity exposing them in the worst way, as cartoon characters, billboards for imbalance and insecurity. Strength reveals itself through character. It is the difference between bouncers who get off strong-arming people and Mr.Pepperman.

Muscle mass does not always equal strength. Strength is kindness and sensitivity. Strength is understanding that your power is both physical and emotional. That it comes from the body and the mind. And the heart.

Yukio Mishima said that he could not entertain the idea of romance if he was not strong. Romance is such a strong and overwhelming passion, a weakened body cannot sustain it for long. I have some of my most romantic thoughts when I am with the Iron. Once I was in love with a woman. I thought about her the most when the pain from a workout was racing through my body.

Everything in me wanted her. So much so that sex was only a fraction of my total desire. It was the single most intense love I have ever felt, but she lived far away and I didn't see her very often. Working out was a healthy way of dealing with the loneliness. To this day, when I work out I usually listen to ballads.

I prefer to work out alone.

It enables me to concentrate on the lessons that the Iron has for me. Learning about what you're made of is always time well spent, and I have found no better teacher. The Iron had taught me how to live. Life is capable of driving you out of your mind. The way it all comes down these days, it's some kind of miracle if you're not insane. People have become separated from their bodies. They are no longer whole.

I see them move from their offices to their cars and on to their suburban homes. They stress out constantly, they lose sleep, they eat badly. And they behave badly. Their egos run wild; they become motivated by that which will eventually give them a massive stroke. They need the Iron Mind.

Through the years, I have combined meditation, action, and the Iron into a single strength. I believe that when the body is strong, the mind thinks strong thoughts. Time spent away from the Iron makes my mind degenerate. I wallow in a thick depression. My body shuts down my mind.

The Iron is the best antidepressant I have ever found. There is no better way to fight weakness than with strength. Once the mind and body have been awakened to their true potential, it's impossible to turn back.

The Iron never lies to you. You can walk outside and listen to all kinds of talk, get told that you're a god or a total bastard. The Iron will always kick you the real deal. The Iron is the great reference point, the all-knowing perspective giver. Always there like a beacon in the pitch black. I have found the Iron to be my greatest friend. It never freaks out on me, never runs. Friends may come and go. But two hundred pounds is always two hundred pounds.

8 comments:

  1. So much better to read this when the heavy-handed attempts at shaming aren't here. Great piece.

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    1. They go hand in hand. They cannot be separated.

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  2. stg58/Animal MotherMay 31, 2013 at 12:15 AM

    Shame is good. Pain is also good. When I am in the middle of an AMRAP, and I don't think I can finish, I just remember some of the sayings I have seen through the years.

    My father and a platoon sergeant I had both told me I had to have the eye of the tiger. I always remember that when my body wants to stop. In one of the songs in the Rocky 3 soundtrack is a line that I can't get out of my head:

    "In the warrior's heart there's no surrender.
    Though his body cries stop, his spirit cries never!"

    In a weight room on a Marine Corps base, I can't remember exactly where, is an inscription:

    "PAIN IS GOOD. EXTREME PAIN IS EXTREMELY GOOD."

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    1. Pointer finger to my nose. I said the same thing to my son yesterday. Eye of the tiger was central to the discussion. You don't get that by aspiring to be the janitor at NASA during the late 60's. You get it by shooting for the moon.

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  3. Maybe this is where I am having such a struggle with getting back in shape. Weight lifting with such an integral part of my relationship with my father but I can't seem to untangle the two. Since he has passed I cannot seem to work out without crying. The time for mourning has far past though. I have iron in my basement that is calling my name.I am just at a loss of how to make it a good thing in my life.

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  4. Women dont deserve to put 2&2 together

    Women have to pay for the 90 million infants they murdered & butchered in the last 5 years

    The holocaust & genocide, labelled as womens right to murder & kill unborn infants …

    This is what traditionalists & christians dont understand

    All women deserve Involuntary Childless Spinsterhood, they dont deserve a family & they must be made to suffer by the pain of their barren wombs …

    These women must be denied children at all costs

    Whether you realise it or not, we’re living in a 3rd generation wave of Nazism & genocide

    Our corporations & universities are filled with child murdering eugenecists …

    Look around you, look at the laws, we’re living in a 3rd wave Nazi Germany

    The U.S military are Nazi’s pure & simple

    The U.S & Europe is Nazi Germany

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  5. You really thought a fucking retard like you was going to be allowed to comment on my blog, rmax? That's hilarious. I'll leave your comment up so readers know what kind of an individual you are. However don't comment here again. Unlike other blogs I monitor things here and refuse to allow pathetic little snakes like you to talk your nonsense.

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    1. I can't even believe you're from Wisconsin. This is so disappointing to me, the worm that you are.

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